I can't believe it's 2023 already - am I even real???

It's been so long guys since the last time I was on 😅 I was locked up in a room for an entire week (don't ask) and had no access to the laptop until yesterday so forgive me (tho nobody missed me lol)
Anyways I hope everyone had a good Christmas (or Dec 25th if you don't celebrate it) and a happy new year
nothing special for me here lol it was just like any other day
Being locked up for an entire week without seeing the light of day really messed up my mind and I lost my concept of time. I was released on Thursday and I thought it was a Tuesday XD
Honestly, I can't believe it is already 2023 -- 2022 passed way too fast. I feel like it all just whipped past me like smoke - as if I was never there at all. All of it felt so unreal and I feel like I barely achieved anything that year. A lot of stuff happened - even important stuff - but now none of that seemed important or real anymore. Throughout the year I was slowly mentally breaking down but I did some stuff in an attempt to hold myself together.
I hope all of you are doing well, and if you managed to read this far, can you pls comment something (even if it's just a period or some weird emoji) so I know that you exist? 🥺🙏
I know I wouldn't be back for a while so I'm taking this opportunity to say hopefully I'll be back next school term 😅
I know this is a lot and at this point I'm just ranting
Anyways 😅
I hope y'all are well and, yea, gj if you read this far 💙